Shannon Lane: Begin

go to link TO START this simply, I will introduce myself. Shannon Lane, 21, previously a freelance artist – now journalist. I live in Camden.

cost of dendro dating I had been a freelance artist since I was 18, I use that term lightly, because I wasn’t selling artwork till I was in my 20s, so not long ago. I have been exhibiting for this entire time, around London, and curating exhibitions. At one point, I was the curator for gallery in Hackney Wick. I had learnt a lot from networking, meeting other artists and curators, and I even reached a point where I was selling work regularly, however I couldn’t shake off this feeling that something was lacking from my life.

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segnali forex gratis This got to the point where I fell into depression and severe anxiety, we’re talking not long ago – October 2015 – this is when I saw the light at the end of this, self absorbed, anxiety ridden tunnel.

buy discount tastylia (tadalafil) online You see, as an independent artist, I was very alone. My branding, social media, networking, is all done by me, for me. I was looking at myself 24/ 7. I began creating work that I needed to sell, which consequently caused me to force ideas. I was analysing my ‘vibe’ too much, from my appearance, to how I came across to new people. I know this is a normal thing to go through, especially as you mature into an adult, but this loneliness and self obsession was digging a hole of which I couldn’t escape, and I was the only one creating it.

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follow url The point here wasn’t that I wanted to be on the Soyuz rocket on the way to the ISS, but that my life was on track to be a self absorbed, thin layer, based on my artistic skill (jack of all trades, master of none). I’d forgotten that originally somewhere down the line, before I failed my physics A Level, that I wanted to ‘make a difference’ (ouch, cliche).

April 2016, four months later, I joined a company called Barcroft Media and began my career as a journalist.

I am still an artist – it’s right in the core of my being to be creative, however without that pressure comes freedom.

That freedom is this blog.


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